Life

Lately, I have been feeling the stress of deciding what I want for myself in the future. I've been questioning myself if I have taken the right classes all along or if I have signed up for the right classes next year. I know the school year is getting close to being over so I need to start deciding what I really want to do. College, classes that will benefit my major, and scholarships. I fear if i when I get into college, I will choose the wrong major halfway through. I don't want to waste money and have to pay $80,000 worth of student loans back. I know every student feels this way, but when I go to college I want to feel confident with what career I choose. I also don't know if I want to go to Lakeland or Eastern. I know Lakeland is cheaper, but Eastern is bigger, more fun, and I will be at the same school for 4 years. Graduating from college and being successful is very important to me even though i know it will not be easy. It's stressful to think about but I know if i work hard I will be fine and get through it. Only 1 more year! :)

papers

Every student dislikes writing papers. However, i HATE writing papers. I feel like I am just going through the motions. Looking up information, thesis, intro, body, and conclusion..AHH. This year, I have been assigned a paper atleast every other week. Here lately, it has been atleast 3, sometimes 4 a week. Since I have been writing so many papers, it makes me not want to even try to learn about them. I don't feel like I am even learning anything anymore. I wish I could go back to 4th grade where we never had to do papers. I hate papers. Papers are no fun. Papers suck.

Spring Break

Spring break was really fun, but like always it flew by. The weather felt like summer. One of my friends that moved away was in town so it was a blast. Coming back to school was really tough. All of us junior students came back to school, having a 6 page paper due on Thursday. It was really annoying because of course we knew about this all spring break, but we did not want to do it. We are procrastinators. Turning in the rough draft felt good. I tried to make it close as I could to the real thing, so I wouldn't have to work on it as much next week. With spring here, everyone knows summer is just around the corner. It's a short stretch from here. Thank goodness! :)